Parallel Alice

 I Close my eyes - 

to transcend into a parallel universe,
Like an Alice in Wonderland.
A world where love surrounds you,
Where life hums with vibrant buzz,
And the air is pure.

Not tangled in ego,
Not mistaken for sympathy,
Not a duty or a burden—
But love,
In its truest form.

Vast, like an endless ocean,
Where I can float
Unafraid of drowning.
Yearning
For the grasp of real love.

A world where I can finally stop giving—
And receive.
Where my body and soul
Are simply happy.

A love that lets go.
A love that lets you live.

I open my eyes -

to realise that love does not really exist 

And that truth
Makes me weary

of my existence